Realist vs Pessimist
To be frank, both my minds have been far from sane for the longest time. I should really take a step back and breathe. Sometimes, there’s a really a fine line between being a realist and a pessimist.
That’s the thing about pain, it demands to be felt
It’s nearing the end of my mayhem. Thursday you’re just almost here! I’ve been studying non-stop for weeks and I’m feeling a little lost at the moment. It’s probably the effects of overstudying and excessive work demands. I don’t think my brain or body can handle that anymore.
And as of now I’m feeling extremely depressed. I think I could do with a new job (please take me in, I know, desperate or what?!) But I can’t seems to relive my passion for this job. I don’t know what went wrong, I think it’s just how a series of problems interacting with one another and resulting in a snowball effect for this dissatisfying feeling. I feel so alone and helpless at times.
I’m terrible at dealing with negative emotions.
@Andyiano hugs
